It has been over 5 years since I last felt like this. And 5 years is a long time. All this while, it has been a painful experience watching the whole action from the sidelines and constantly realizing that I could have done a much better job. A lack of identity in one of the crucial facets of an engineering college cost me a lot throughout. It is probably something that I will always regret. But not anymore…
After an agonizing wait, I am finally where I belong. And I am happy. I may have probably been out of touch. But I still found myself doing useful work. And it wasn’t long before I got what I needed. And it was a pleasant surprise indeed. And ever since, it feels different.
It feels good to be in control…..truly in control.